January 16, 2003
Guilt
Family and timid friends stand back. Sex talk is about to happen. You have been warned.
I have major guilt about sex. Of all the people I've had sex with, only twice was it actually enjoyable. I can't have sex with people with out feeling as if I'm taking advantage of them or abusing them. I'm not kidding, I feel abusive. I feel guilty for the way I like having sex. This is a problem. I guess I have to start by being in relationships with people that I really like and enjoy being with outside of the whole sex thing. I'm drunk, going to be now.
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If you are dealing with adults then why feel guilty they will enjoy it as much as you.
Posted by: zqwerty at March 31, 2003 08:08 AM
I feel your pain. Why is it so hard to find someone you can be friends with before becoming lovers?
Posted by: You wouldn't believe me if I told you at May 23, 2003 08:15 AM